Bakin' Brownies

bakinbrownies @ 2005-12-14T17:45:00

2005-12-15T01:57:42Z

well where to begin??? i've been on about 3 hours of sleep a night for 3 weeks and working my butt off. the new menu is going into effect in two days( shrugs ). they've been saying that for around a month. and sheriff doesn't want to have our little talk about me taking the kitchen completely from him until it comes out. in the mean time everyone still treats me as the sous chef, just i'm not getting payed as one. AND the job isn't even a guarantee. we have literally 100's of catering events in the next couple of days, plus my sunday brunch to prep for. it will all work out i know but, i'm starting to get a little frustrated at it all. i would feel better if sheriff and i just had our talk.

bakinbrownies @ 2005-12-09T07:25:00

2005-12-09T15:26:20Z

Oh Great Cthulhu!

I have been an extremely assiduous devotee this year.

In April, I rescued irishgypsie from being sacrificed (-200 points). In February, I sacrificed summerhorse to Cthulhu (500 points). In August, I stopped irishgypsie from defiling Lovecraft's grave (-20 points). In June, I bombed a cultist gathering (-100 points). In July, I called down the wrath of Yog-Sothoth upon lordbridle (65 points). In March, I recruited a_rowan_dryad as a new cultist (30 points).

In short, I have been very good (275 points) and deserve to be promoted to High Priest.

Your humble and obedient servant,
bakinbrownies

Submit your own plea to Cthulhu!

bakinbrownies @ 2005-11-13T20:30:00

2005-11-13T04:34:21Z

well my b-day is in 2 days and i still don't believe i am gonna be 28. i honestly never thought i would live this long, yet alone have 3 children. rachel gave me my present and OMG!! it finally came out. the new george r. r. martin book, a feast for crows. it is only the best series ever created. i have waited for 2 years for it to come out. libby seems to like being 2. last night she had cake and ran through the house yelling. i think she feels like a big kid now.

yay for me

2005-11-08T08:13:06Z

i talked to the owner of imperial knights the other day and he thinks i might have a shot at being in the shows. YAY!!!! he just wants to see how well i will be at sword fighting.for those of you that don't know about the knights, here's the sight...medievaljoust.com...sorry been a while, forgot how to link it.
the other nice thing.....we finally found some people to play lord of the rings with...double yay!!!so things seem to finally be going a little better for us since the move.

bakinbrownies @ 2005-01-18T18:10:00

2005-01-19T00:12:17Z

just to let everyone know.....i'm not wear'n any pants...muahahahahaha.

thank you

bakinbrownies @ 2005-01-09T07:58:00

2005-01-09T14:09:35Z

well it is official...i am a dumb ass. i went out last night with graham and we started drinking. after being tied down with three kids for so long it felt good to go out. well long story short i drank WAY to much and drove home at about 11:00, still very drunk. thank god that i don't live very far away. i got home ok and everything seemed fine until i got to the bathroom, where i got throw you on your knees sick. i took two showers, still getting sick the whole time, in witch izack walled in on me a couple of times. so today i get to explain to him why daddy was so sick and that i'm an idiot.
not only do i feel like shit, i also am riddled with guilt. i should never have drunk so much, that is not like me, i usually know when to stop. i am truly sorry about driving home. i could have killed someone or myself and left rachel alone with the kids. i am so mad at myself that i'm gonna give up drinking, witch for those who know me is a BIG deal.

sorry for my being an idiot.

bakinbrownies @ 2004-12-06T00:04:00

2004-12-06T06:11:58Z

this has to be one of the best days of my life. my new little girl was born at 8:36 pm today. she was 7 lbs 7 ounces. both rachel and meredyth are both doing fine. this was the easiest delivery we have ever had. she never went to the nicu, she went straight to the nursery. i want to thank everyone who was there to help us out. from the bottom of what is left of my heart thank you and may you days be pleasant and your nights long.

bakinbrownies @ 2004-12-01T17:47:00

2004-12-02T00:00:23Z

lets see...wake up, get children ready, go to start car, fan moter doesn't work. mother-in-law takes child to school, get yelled at about mail. scrape wife's car windows (not good enough), go to work trying to see out of a 2'x2' square i keep scraping on the inside of my window (cause fan moter not working, so no defrost) work till 12:30 wife has contractons, so leave and go to hospital, nothing happens and we are sent home, mother-in-law lies to child about coming over and bringing his favorite aunt with, receive best friend's x-mas pres in mail, can't give to him on the account of wife's contractions( not her fault ), get in trouble for asking to take to him real quick, still waiting for baby. the end for now

bakinbrownies @ 2004-11-29T23:03:00

2004-11-30T05:03:39Z

just some pics i found and wanted to share with everyone.

gunther takes a break

now for the real hound of war.....ani

bakinbrownies @ 2004-11-29T21:17:00

2004-11-30T03:21:20Z

well tonight i get to get walked though on how to give a massage that will induce labor. YAY! it will all be over soon and we will have a new little girl. :)

bakinbrownies @ 2004-10-02T09:01:00

2004-10-02T14:08:18Z

well 2 days ago i finally got a vasectomy and have finally stopped hurting so much. rachel is still very pregnant and it just keeps getting better, we found out that because of the abroptia her placenta is probably now attached to scar tissue. in other words all she has to do is sneeze and it could tear again. other than that life is good. later

bakinbrownies @ 2004-06-21T19:02:00

2004-06-22T00:13:27Z

well father's day was great. i got to spend it with my family for the first time in like 4 or 5 years. even though to some people i am a dumbass for not going to jubilee. oh well we can't win them all. later

random thoughts

2004-03-15T17:11:43Z

where to begin??? yesterday was my first ice hogs game, we lost but that's ok i still had fun. i am also finding out that me and paul are really becoming good friends fast, don't say anything to him erin but it's good to have a friend that my wife approves of. it makes my life easier and we have fun together.

that was all the good... now for the bad. still waiting to hear from pete about the new job. still hate the old one. feal kinda guilty for leaving my friends there, but i have a family i need to take care of. if i don't haer from him soon i guess i'll have to do something else. don't know if it will be cooking though, that makes me feal like i have wasted all those years on it for nothing.

i am also worried about friends. some not taking care of themselves, some i have to walk on egg shells around, and some are just pissing me off. i can't talk to them about any of this because theey will all over react, be pissed, and/or still not do any thing about it. i also know some people are gonna read this and be " is it me he's talking about?" i'm not gonna say because i don't want to cause any strife with in my ever shrinking group of friends. i'll just suck it up like i always do.

well enouph of my shit...i gotta go.

sup

2003-10-15T00:39:19Z

well we have solved rachel's problem with staying home, we got her a wheel-chair. i also found out frisbyg reads my lj...YAY!! hiya fris....what ya wear'n baby.....lol
later

rachel

2003-10-12T03:35:44Z

well last night rachel got to stay in the emergency room because od a comdithion called preclampsea, i know i spelled that wrong. that is when the mother's body puts so much presure on making the baby that it over works it's self and eventually shuts down. so poor rachel has been pooked and proded and finaly told that she will be on complete bed rest. FUN!! that means the most she can do is go to the potty and then back to bed. sounds fun? try doing it for two months straight. no going anywhere, no leaving the house, and most inportantly....NO SEX!!!! well just thought you all would like to know. later.

good dog

2003-10-08T23:25:11Z

i took izack and annie for a walk today. after him tripping 3 times on the way there, we had fun. then on the way back a strange dog came up to us and wanted to play with annie. i could hear people calling him. so i had izack walk behind me and tried to catch the dog. the dog saw that izack had a soccer ball in his hand and wanted it. he charged at izack and knocked him over and made him cry. annie saw that, growled, raised her hackels, and charged the dog. annie went to protect her baby, which scared the hell out of the dog. he fell over and tucked his tail between his legs, which gave me time to catch and hold him untill his owners came and got him. annie's such a good dog protecting her family.

mmmmmmmm beeeeeer

2003-09-26T02:22:55Z

not much to say. the biggest thing that happened today was that all the people i wanted to see at sca wheren't there. other than that been a pretty slow day. YAY!

bakinbrownies @ 2003-08-27T21:02:00

2003-08-28T02:18:24Z

this day has just been nothing but bullshit. i staied home from work because i was sick from yesterday and get into a fight with rachel about how they abuse me and how i need to get worker's comp from them. there was more but i'm not gonna go into a long rant about it. some of what she said was true though, like about the work-aholic monster. so that i will try to fix. now she leaves and goes to her mom's because "ypu're being an ass" and she can't stand to be around me anymore. she also takes izack with her. all because i woun't leave the house and stay some where easle right now. bottom line is she doesn't trust me with anything, not work, not my hobbies, not even with my own children. she says that i have alot of thing about me that i need to change, but what about her? she can do whatever she likes and no one can tell her differently. when i try we are either fighting or it ends up as a fight. however she says things like "izack doesn't listen to me" or "i can never get him to go to bed" yet i can. he does what i say, yet i'm the one who gets into trouble because i'm to harsh. i don't know it's getting to be that i just hate my life any more. i can't do anything right with her anymore. she has me so scared about everything anymore. most of the time she yells at me all day and expects me to just take it. i'm scared i'm gonna get fired from work because of her, and i'm really scared she is gonna want a divorse. i really don't want one, but i can't live like this anymore.

crabs

2003-08-04T04:32:44Z

today has to have been one of the greatest culinary days i've had in a long time. rachel's grandma took us out to red lobster and said get what-ever you want. so i got the $22.00 all you can eat crab legs. damn i ate my body's weight in legs. i am still full 8 hours later. it was only red lobster, so it wasn't the best we could have gotten, but DAMN that was alot of legs. i'm still in ectasy because of the left overs. later

garbage

2003-07-30T00:41:41Z

i just found out about all the posts to kevin's journal about me, rachel, and tricia. god i'm getting tired of being everyone's whipping post. kevin is mad at rachel for being on paxil, even though the doctor told her to stay on it, and just bitching to the wind. this is comming from a person who admits he's bipolar and gets a bug up his ass and goes off on everyone he can. i do appreciate the fact that his wife did stick up for rachel. the doctor said to stay on the paxil and the baby would be fine, he also checks her regulerly to make sure the baby is fine. yet the doctor, who has years of schooling and experiance in this matter, doesn't know what he's saying. however a bipolar person ,who admitts he will never get help for it, knows and has the experiance to order rachel to get off the paxil. this is also from someone who can't just let people alone. he wrote a very nice good-bye letter to us and yet we're the ones that needed to be gotten rid of. you know for someone who wants to be rid of us so badly he sure keeps bringing up stuff. and yes i agree kevin, cause i know you will read this, you are just being a judgmental bastard.

always pissed

2003-06-04T00:54:58Z

i know i only write when pissed, but sue me...lol. anyway where to begin? wife pstill pergnent and i have a gun..... hmmmmmm, the ideas are forming as i type. if any men are reading this, never, never, i repeat, NEVER get your wife pregnent. this is gonna be the last time i ever do this. rach if you're reading this..NO MORE!!! i'm done. later all

god save pregnent women

2003-05-18T23:16:57Z

well...where to begin. the baby is 8 weeks along now and now has a nose tip and eye lids. YAY!!that's the good news, the bad news is the hormonal rush the mommy gets. all i can do is smile or else i get yelled at or mocked..( sigh ) anyone want to by a wife? only $10. well i feal the need to play paintball soooon. i need to shoot people and not go to jail for it. if anyone is interested let me know. i'll set one up soon.bye all

wuzzzzzz up

2003-05-07T00:31:42Z

It's been a while but i've been playing a new game. medieval total war( thanks gunther for getting me into it) and i've been realy busy playing it. Well where to begin...aaah pregnancy....fun for the whole family. As much fun as this is becoming i REALLY can't wait till it's all over...(sigh)I have a long way to go yet. Till then thank God for the SCA and all the fighting and yelling I can do.

test run

2003-05-01T03:20:25Z

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, sorry bored.